when there are not enough years, months, days, minutes in your life to do all you want to do!
I think I’m having a crisis. There are so many things I am passionate about, joyful for, angry against, and just plain obsessed with. It seems to me I can’t even begin to start one thing because there are 80 things I have to do, learn, accomplish, experience.
I must write a novel. I need to tap into my, yet undiscovered, painting abilities. I know I can draw- I just have to get good at. I mean it’s really about time I mastered guitar. I should definitely be fluent in Spanish. I want to have an impact on international women’s rights issues. I need to place children in homes. Writing a grant is a pivotal point for my career. I still need to shoot a turkey. Ok, this is getting out of control. but I just can’t stop! I am bent on photographing something profoundly beautiful. I hope to have the before-mentioned as a side business. Travel, travel, travel! Oh, I’m getting married. I have this craft idea that I want to do. One day I will decorate my own home. Being super fit is so important! I have this weird inkling to recite a poem on video tape. I want to lead and teach. Adventure is a must. I’m always finding the next book I must read. This gets in the way of writing my own. New friends, new experiences, new places!
I’m telling you, I’m bursting. Maybe I should just appreciate the talents and experiences I do/will have in my life without clamoring for the ones I might miss out on.
OR maybe I should lay off the “Crystal Light Energy Wild Strawberry” drink mix for a while.
On to the next one.
#1 by bonquiqui on September 18, 2011 - 12:59 pm
orrr lay off the crack.
hilarious!